It was sheer boredom that led me to McDonald's for dinner tonight. And once I reached there, I was so zapped that I went with the suggestion of the cashier - burger, medium fries and medium coke, without looking at the menu any further. No mustard, only tomato ketchup - the fun of eating the fries was gone. And then I realised that the fun was anyway gone because I am so aware of the calories in every bite! What a pain! Instead of simply enjoying it, I was thinking, "Oh my God! Why am I sinning like this?" Does the guilt reduce the calories? Of course it doesn't - so why am I wasting my energy thus? Of course, as usual by the time I reached the end of the meal I was sick of it - and swore never to have it again. The last time I went to Mac was at least 3 years back - not bad!
The boredom dimmed - but really this is life no? One small day after another? It is definitely not one big bang after another! And it cant be - even if you are someone famous and popular. So this is what I need to get used to - the small stuff that fill up each day. And not get bored.
On that note, good night.
